I'm 20 years old. I live in WV, I hate my life. I am irresponsible, careless, forgetful, undependable, lazy, feeble-minded, i don't communicate well, I'm always late, I'm not motivated, I lie, I cheat, I can't stand my mom, I hate money and asparagus, I'm in love with a guy that doesn't love me anymore, I can't save money, I'm a pot head, I suffer from depression and border-line personality disorder, I want to be an optometrist and a fashion model, I'm really insecure, I think I pick some of the worst friends, I cannot trust anyone much, my little brother can't stand me, I'm in debt out my ass, I haven't picked a major, it's almost my third year in school, I look really young for my age, I can't buy alcohol (which is probably a good thing right now), I am pretty, I'm not smart and I hate it, I have ADD,I think magic is a very interesting, I'm obsessed with the color purple, my name and recycling, I hate writing papers, but I feel the need to put my cluttered, annoying, funny, inspiring, miserable, pathetic, spontaneous, insightful, thoughts on a blog. Something modern for myself.
jrc.
